Not sure when I should commit

  September 1st, 2018 by Cause of Death: Suicide

I work 6 nights a week, 8 hour shift. 12 AM – 7 AM. I sleep during the day. And then I have to go right back to work. That doesn’t give me much time to myself. I don’t have a vehicle for transportation so it will be hard for me to commit in privacy. As of now, I will having to walk or take a cab. I’m not sure whether to quit my job first or just commit without caring (because I don’t care, I don’t give a f*ck) Now I’m open to committing and I’m completely ready but I can’t figure out when. It is September 1, 2018. I’ve been ready/trying to kill myself since August 1, 2012. If I attempt to commit and fail I will then have to be back at work and my head will be all messed up. (Not to mention, I work with f*cking ANNOYING ARSEH*LES) . Also my only way of committimg is not always successful because I can’t get a gun. I had a gun once but a bunch of random f*ggots  stole it from me, an hour or so before I could finally commit.

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