There is a swelling storm
And I’m caught up in the middle of it all
And it takes control
Of the person that I thought I was
The boy I used to know
But there, is a light
In the dark, and I feel its warmth
In my hands, and my heart
Why can’t I hold on?
It comes and goes in waves
It always does, it always does
We watch as our young hearts fade
…
A feeling I thought was set in stone
It slips through, my fingers
I’m trying hard to let go
It comes and goes in waves
this couple of lines perfectly describe my feelings, i discovered. my emotions literally come in waves… some weeks i’m depressed af, other days i’m happy as a clam. right now i’m in my better days iguess, but i feel The Nothing coming back. it sucks cause i don’t know what to do but to wait it out…