Why Can’t I Just Die Already?!

  September 5th, 2018 by Lifelong Loser

I don’t want to live any more!! I am so over this fucking life. Sure, maybe 10% of it is ok, but the rest is a giant, awful, festering pile of SHIT.

I have mostly terrible luck.. So why can’t something happen that kills me, like it does to so many other people who don’t want to die? It’s so obnoxious… I would give anything to die (or be dying) of something natural. Or something outside of my control.. But nope.. I just keep on ticking against my will!

I love my daughter, but because life won’t help me out at all with this, she (and my family and everyone else I  know) will have to deal with my suicide. It’s just a matter of time now. Me killing myself is not how I want to go out, but it’s the only way out.

Life truly is cruel and unfair. I wish I had never been born.

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