It’s my birthday today. I feel depressed more than ever and suicidal.
Can’t stand the past, I hate the present and I see no future for myself! I’m a totally failure!!!
Should I keep living? Should I end it all? 🙁
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Firstly, Happy Birthday! I’m right there with you on the past, present, and future comments. Definitely keep living. I have to hope my situation can change, though I do not yet know how that is possible either. I feel like if I quit I will never know what might have been. That is a scary thought for me and perhaps you as well.
Thank you! That’s right, you´ll never know how the book ends if you don t read it till the end! 🙂
You have already been through the worst of it, you are 42 already — you have nothing left to lose.. why end it, you’re already accustomed to the life you lead and you know how to
You are right, but I haven t been depressed and suicidal for that long actually. Yeah, but I m with you on that , why end it when you have nothin to loose? Maybe things will change…
Happy birthday! Can relate to your post, my birthday brings on suicidal impulses also.
Thank you! It sure works as a trigger, the birth day… :\
Happy birthday. Keep at it, and continue forward!
Thank you! I will … 🙂
But you are the answer to everything, to life, the universe, the ultimate question!
sorry, geeky thing to say. I have to say no, don’t end it. I know birthdays can really suck, though. I never celebrate my birthday. But, and I hope you don’t mind me saying it… happy birthday!
I don t mind, I appreciate it! Thank you!
Are you going to celebrate? My birthday my mom had a urine infection, my dad had a stroke and some creeps wouldn’t stop looking at me nasty….
I hoped we would go out to dinner, but my mother’s vagina hurt too much..
I had to go to The Cheesecake Factory alone 2 weeks later. At least I had a decent meal for once in the last few years.
For her birthday, she went on a cruise to Cabo San Lucas and Disneyland, I stayed at home and was arrested. I had to walk home 13 miles in an uncomfortable pair of shoes, 300$ bail. I was arrested simply while driving to work. That was about a month ago and my feet still have blisters
Then I was arrested a week later again.. to the county over’s jail, one mile away from my work.. I had to stay 12 days and they are trying to lock me into a felony.
There ‘s nothing to celebrate…
That ‘s quite a story! 🙂
Keep going, one day at a time. That seems to be the only way to get through, don’t give up ok, there will be better days. Ive struggled for 17years now, and every day is a fight. You can do it
I ‘ll try then!
Wow! 42! You should definitely keep living your life. Have you tried reading near death experiences?
It always helped to cope with life the thought of the afterlife. As you are older, you are closer to death and to the idea of an afterlife. Perhaps you won’t even live that long. So why not wait a little bit more?
Never read nothing like that.
I guess you are right.. why not wait a little longer?