Doing bad

Yes it is not a website that read or write on if you don’t feel desperate or lost. I feel both a’d I guess most of us do. By the way, I have major depression, an anxiety disorder and I suspect I also have borderline personality disorder. I hear voices too sometimes. The worst is when I m in a bad day and when I walk I sit in class in the front and every time someone laughs I m convinced they are making fun of me that everyone hates me, even the strangers in the street. Sometimes I give in my paranoia because it is easier to admit people are mean and this world is evil than admit I m having irrational thoughts. So yeah to some degree I kind of get how hard it must be to you. I hope you well whatever you decide to do.