I’m just a piece of shit. I feel so empty everyday. I know I shouldn’t compare myself to others but if everyone else around you is achiever, how can you not feel depressed and useless. I really hate the person I have become!!! I have too many regrets in life, the biggest is not offing myself earlier which allowed myself to continue creating more regrets 🙁
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Can totally relate. You basically described my life. Dont know what else to say. 🙂
You cannot change the past but you can shape your future You say your not an achiever but i am sure there is something your good at that others aren’t, something you enjoy and can make a good living from. I was never good at school i Failed GCSEs and have been expelled from high school and a PRU (schools for kids who got kicked out of a mainstream school) and lost most of my friends i felt completely useless like my life would’t ever go anywhere thinking i’d end up jobless and homeless living in complete misery, walking round like a depressed zombie. But i soon realised i am very good with my hands mechanics, bricklaying, plastering, tiling.
THERE IS HOPE FOR EVERYBODY
There may, technically, be hope for everyone.. But that doesn’t mean anything.
There is no guarantee that things get better and my life (and stories I’ve read on here and elsewhere) prove that things can continue to be bad or even get worse.. Even after decades of trying and hoping.
Hope is not enough. Results and permanent positive change are what’s needed and for many, those often never come.