Exactly 19 years ago this pathetic existence came to life… Damn some people my age are having kids and shit and I´m still insecure virgin sitting home playing video games. I dont think I am ever gonna be good enough for anyone.. I am exactly the same as I was when I was 12 except I have lost the potential to achieve something and also I do drugs now.
I am home alone today, the anniversary of my birth is the last thing i wanna celebrate.. I am going to go out on friday and combine excessive amounts of alcohol and cocaine so I guess you could call that a celebration… I wish I would overdose…
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happy birthday i guess
Well take it from someone who use to OD : unless you dose it right, there is pretty good chance you gonna end in the ER and learn to know the joys of psychiatric ward and nurses talking to you like you re some kind of retard. But I get your anniversary thing: I m 21 and I still feel like I am some kind of creepy little girl in a woman’s body. I hate birthdays because they are nothing but a reminder of how unfit and immature I am. So if it is not too late for it I d advise not to do anything. Feeling unwell myself I can’t really help you, just empathize with you
Sorry man.. I hope things get better, but I’m almost 40 and I’m in pretty much the same position as you. So, clearly, things do not always get better.
But I hope you enjoy your birthday in whatever way you choose to celebrate it or not celebrate it.
I plan on killing myself shortly after my birthday in March.
Happy Birthday
Hey…cocaine doesnt sound so bad to celebrate man 🙂
I smoke weed bc I’m always alone in birthdays, Christmas, etc.
Bad is a cake and people singing happy birthday to you ha ha ha and pretending they care about you.
Enjoy solitude!! If you are alone may be it’s better like that…today I notice better alone than surrounded by people who dont give a sh*it to me.
Growing up sucks. Some people see it as another year of survival and I am like: F-ck, I’m still here.?! (Un)happy birthday to you.!
Haha….if people invited me to their birthdays. I wouldn’t hold back with the celebration. I’d get em a cake, some beers, pizza, and I’d just remind them how cool it is that they came into existence.