i ruined an event for over 300 people at my school. the department is mad, and im only a freshman who has been here for a month. i already made everyone hate me, how am i supposed to stay in this department for 4 years? im such a fuck up. i should kill myself. im just thinking about all the times ive fucked up, i ruin everything. no one would miss me, theyd fucking celebrate. im a piece of shit. i wish i could starve to death but im fat with no self control.
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Do not under any circumstances let your suicide be an impule decision. This is something you should think long and hard about.
I’m sorry that happened.
If you don’t mind sharing… How did you ruin the event?