I made this account in 2011 or 2012.
I always forget about this space.
None of my friends like to listen to my issues – or, at least, that’s what i think. I think i’m going crazy all the time – does everyone hate me? are they all watching me all the time? am i actually dreaming and when i go to sleep i wake up into reality?
i’m not sure about anything, i don’t really care about anything.
i’m 23 now, and i was about 14 when i first felt like this. though, i would say i am more well-versed, more efficient and more aware.
why do people always leave when they realise i’m struggling? is that a conspiracy? are they supposed to leave me so i want to die?
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It seems that way.. I had a good friend abandon me a few years ago because I would talk about my feelings and struggles. That really hurt and made things worse.