Is Tonight The Night?..

  October 30th, 2018 by Garce Anderson

The night has been shitty

The week has been shitty

The month has been shitty

The past too many years have been shitty and I’m really over it.

I haven’t cut in two years and i was proud of myself but tonight was a hard night.

I got in the shower, few hours later… blood.

Now I’m laying in bed, wanting the pain to stop.

I know it won’t happen but I don’t know what else to do…

I have my pills and razor next to me thinking of what to do next.

My head is  buzzing, all i can think is how therapy and pills aren’t enough. Nothing is enough. I fucking hate it… Its not the first time this has happened but I’m not gonna fail this time.

I’m sorry… Te Amo <3

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