I don’t believe in supernatural stuff, but if it turns out that someone cursed my life.. I wouldn’t be surprised. In fact, I would be grateful to hear it, because at least that would explain why it has been this way for so long.
A lot of people treat me rudely in public… I have no idea why this happens. No matter how many doors I may hold open for someone, never does anyone say “thank you”. I once had someone give me the ugliest look for holding a door behind me. I’ve had people overtake me in queues. I’ve been reached over in the shops. Honestly, people just think they have the right to awkwardly shove me into a tight corner while they grab something on the shelf. It makes me feel small. Pathetic. Embarrassed with myself. I often feel like I’m doing something wrong. As a child I remember getting called a “pervert” by a group of teenage girls for accidentally bumping into them in the pool. I was 6. They looked as if they were 16/17.
I’ve had people shout at me for “not looking where I was f**king going”. I’ve had people rudely tell me off for being so careless for missing the bus… I didn’t know it passed me by, I was so exhausted, so I kindly asked this girl if she knew where the bus was. “It’s your fault you missed it!! You should actually pay attention!!”
I’ve had people push me out of the way while they hurried off to wherever they were meant to be. I’ve been bumped into. Walked into. Etc etc. I’m even a good target for mockery. I’ve had countless experiences where people would just look at me and start laughing for whatever reason. A group of lads ended up nearly making me fall off my bike the other day. I remember being in the shop and these two girls (early 20s) told me my shoes looked gross. I was 11… needed to get some new shoes, they were going to be thrown away, but these two girls decided to leave me feeling ashamed about it.
Not really. I mean, the universe has always been an indifferent place, bordering on hostile and also quite stupid, but then humans popped up on a tiny little planet and changed all of that. Now, the universe is a hostile place full of conscious apathy and willful ignorance. But I don’t think it hates anybody as a collective whole. Maybe it hates itself.
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like omg i can’t even believe in half of the horrible things that are keep happening w me
Yes!!! I ve had so much bad luck in my life that I’m starting to think that I ve been cursed!!!
Every single day.
I don’t believe in supernatural stuff, but if it turns out that someone cursed my life.. I wouldn’t be surprised. In fact, I would be grateful to hear it, because at least that would explain why it has been this way for so long.
A lot of people treat me rudely in public… I have no idea why this happens. No matter how many doors I may hold open for someone, never does anyone say “thank you”. I once had someone give me the ugliest look for holding a door behind me. I’ve had people overtake me in queues. I’ve been reached over in the shops. Honestly, people just think they have the right to awkwardly shove me into a tight corner while they grab something on the shelf. It makes me feel small. Pathetic. Embarrassed with myself. I often feel like I’m doing something wrong. As a child I remember getting called a “pervert” by a group of teenage girls for accidentally bumping into them in the pool. I was 6. They looked as if they were 16/17.
I’ve had people shout at me for “not looking where I was f**king going”. I’ve had people rudely tell me off for being so careless for missing the bus… I didn’t know it passed me by, I was so exhausted, so I kindly asked this girl if she knew where the bus was. “It’s your fault you missed it!! You should actually pay attention!!”
I’ve had people push me out of the way while they hurried off to wherever they were meant to be. I’ve been bumped into. Walked into. Etc etc. I’m even a good target for mockery. I’ve had countless experiences where people would just look at me and start laughing for whatever reason. A group of lads ended up nearly making me fall off my bike the other day. I remember being in the shop and these two girls (early 20s) told me my shoes looked gross. I was 11… needed to get some new shoes, they were going to be thrown away, but these two girls decided to leave me feeling ashamed about it.
Yeah, I guess I am cursed.
Apologies for my cringe-inducing comment by the way.
I do. felt cursed for about 20 years now
Not really. I mean, the universe has always been an indifferent place, bordering on hostile and also quite stupid, but then humans popped up on a tiny little planet and changed all of that. Now, the universe is a hostile place full of conscious apathy and willful ignorance. But I don’t think it hates anybody as a collective whole. Maybe it hates itself.
I guess I feel like it’s a white mans world and old money running the game