and honestly I think it always will be. Im fine if I’m hanging out or doing tasks but once I settle back down and have time to let it wander and truly see things for how they are its never good. I know many people go too far and make themselves upset but I think I see it for what it really is and the pain that causes me is too much.
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I understand completely. When I have nothing to do, my mind plays like a powerpoint slideshow. Images of my life events, good and bad – No emotions though. It’s like I’m viewing my life from the 3rd person.
I have to fill each day with errands and projects, so my brain can focus on other things. I also take a computer class that i find challenging and interesting. Lately much of my free time, I spend working on homework assignments, tests, etc. And I tire out to the point of exhaustion, then fall asleep. That’s what seems to be working from me, for now.
Thank you I’m currently in college so I figured I’ll pour myself into my studies so my mind can’t linger too far. It sucks being so stuck in my own head. I hope things get better for you !
Currently my mind is a dark place 24/7, I can’t get a moment of peace, I’m kinda losing control
I know the feeling. I feel as though im watching my life spiral out of control and theres nothing much to do to save it. I hope your mind gets some light in there so you can get a chance to take a break from that
My mind is like a haunted house, I see being alive as a very horrifying thing
Ive felt that way often too. its hard to want to be here when your own mind/head isn’t even a pleasant place to be. I really hope things get a bit better for you even just for a little bit I know its hard to hang on when you don’t want to