I heard someone died in their sleep.
My first thought: “You lucky son of a gun…”
I can’t lie, I don’t like waking up. I have the most horribly retarded nightmares where I can feel the pain as I’m stabbed over and over or gutted open.
For a second after I wake, the pain lingers then fades. And I just wonder “Who the hell is running inventory in my brain and making me experience this every night??”
I’m supposed to be better, but I quit porn for like 3 weeks then I realised “Oh shit theres nowhere else to get High”
Now am fresh out of hospital, as depressed as a goddamn crater, and I now get to die over and over in my dreams. But I still hate waking up.
So when I heard someone died in their sleep.
My first thought: “You lucky son of a gun…”
“I’ve been trying to do that since I was born..”
Some people get what they dont deserve.
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Wow.