Speech and breathing difficulties from brain disease, everything is exhausting….

Everything used to come to me so effortlessly I could run for miles nearly effortlessly, I never had to study or worry about anything yet miraculously got the top score in my AP classes.These days things are a struggle, I can barely walk ten feet without feeling like i will pass out, I can’t remember anything without difficulty, and i have problems forming sentences,just walking around my college campus is exhausting, I avoid talking with people because of the immense effort I need just forming sentences, and I can no longer understand academic topics without studying for hours.

Every month i develop new issues and have to use increasing effort with everyday tasks, I always find my mind wandering to suicide i always knew ever since i had memory issues it would come to this it has to be done before the mental decline then it will be too late.