Could this be a start of something new?
Finding someone who doesn’t know me a lot yet, who may love me, from whom I could get support…
My last relationship was such a mess and I was very naive. My self-hate actually got worse from it.
Will he be able to heal the wounds I acquired from the last relationship and help me become a better person?
I don’t know. I’m too nervous.
Relationships have always made me out-of-character. I’ve been not exactly rational when having boyfriends.
I hope this works out well, because he makes me smile and that didn’t happen for a long time since my family became a mess.