Any hope I had of ever being anything other than a pathetic loser and complete failure is gone.
I wish I didn’t have to wait to kill myself. I want to do it right now. But since I actually care about a few people and still need to get a gun… I must wait.
I really wish life would just kill me. I keep begging it to, but it just ignores me… Like so many people do.
Yeap. I had a new start this year and I m self destroying every single opportunity I have so I’m gonna fail university, my friends, my family because I’m unfit, lazy and lonely. Because this society doesn’t allow us to exist and doesn’t allow us to kill ourselves, I m gonna be a distant witness of my slow descent into failure and shame until even my closest relatives and friends will turn their back on me and I m gonna have zero reason to stay alive
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I was in a mellow, mood, but that was low-ball.
Depends, get better, how, though. That’s the truth, I guess.
Yeah.. That’s where I’m at now.
Any hope I had of ever being anything other than a pathetic loser and complete failure is gone.
I wish I didn’t have to wait to kill myself. I want to do it right now. But since I actually care about a few people and still need to get a gun… I must wait.
I really wish life would just kill me. I keep begging it to, but it just ignores me… Like so many people do.
Yeap. I had a new start this year and I m self destroying every single opportunity I have so I’m gonna fail university, my friends, my family because I’m unfit, lazy and lonely. Because this society doesn’t allow us to exist and doesn’t allow us to kill ourselves, I m gonna be a distant witness of my slow descent into failure and shame until even my closest relatives and friends will turn their back on me and I m gonna have zero reason to stay alive