I have tried so many times in the past to kill myself but always failed miserably. I haven’t suffered alot of damage. Just one big cut on my forearm from trying. I’m one of the souls on this earth impatient to die but can’t follow through. Making the earth more hell because of his own existence. I know I seem dramatic and exaggerated, but this life isn’t worth it. I guess I am a nihilist. Lost all hopes and ambitions in life. Don’t see the point of living. Can’t change my life. Just kill me.
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This will be my last time, meditating .. out loud, so to speak.
So I’ll probably won’t be coming back to here, anymore. You should let me know, now, if you have anything important to might say. I’ve got my own path, it seems.
Walks out of the room, “cool-mode.” Peace.