It’s tough living the life where you have to keep on guessing and thinking are u doing the right thing. Is he still interested in u. What did u do wrong today why he is again today not into you. It is sad. For a person who always dreamt a life of love. But u miss the warmth. Coz the Guestures which keeps u going are the one that does not interest him at all. The conversation which excites r the ones which bring a grin on his face.
U wanted a partner. But right now u are a dependent soul craving for affection.
When did the inpendence die. When did u became a slave of ur emotion. U said u are a tammer ,a master. But right now i see u nothing less than a looser