Lonely child

  November 7th, 2018 by PatheticMale

I´m now really starting to think that I will be alone for the rest of my life. It´s most likely because I am just a child stuck in an adults body. Classic example case of Peter Pan syndrome… and who the hell would want to date a child, right? If I at least wasn´t self aware of it, it would be much better. Like my father, he is literally a 50 year old kid but he does not even realize it. I would never let it go that far. I am killing myself when I turn 30 if I wont grow up till then. It is kinda sad to die without even being kissed once but I guess when I am dead it will not matter anymore. Nothing will matter anymore…

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