I think that I have to accept that I’m just mediocre. When you think about it being mediocre really isn’t the worst thing in the world. Actually it’s really common to be mediocre. It’s the definition. I breezed through high school if you think about it. Any perceived trouble I had was really nothing to sneeze over. University is like a kick to the jaw. And even then it isn’t that bad compared to the more advanced stuff. And that is absolutely nothing to the real world. I’m mediocre and that is that. Why am I upset though? Why do I feel like shit when I think of how little I am? How much of a nothing I am? Why do I resort to shutting down instead of actually working? Instead of trying to actually be something? I think I should just be fine with what I am. We will see.
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Because our world only cares about who the biggest predator is. That’s probably why toy feel unhappy being average. That shouldn’t bff the case but that’s the state of things…. Most people alive are unhappy and suffering.
*you not toy…. And be not bff…. I should really not use a mobile device and not proofread
I tried to go out there and be somebody but every time I was just shut down now I see it’s really more comfortable to close down and not leave a pitch black room how I used to. 2012-2013. It’s more comfortable there
Its OK. Im byfar worse than mediocre.
It’s like some of us weren’t meant to be more. It’s definitely easier accepting it, instead of trying again and again. I also think, that we measure ourselves with the wrong tools. Having a good job or whatever doesn’t mean you’re great.