I see no reason to continue living. I’m sick and depressed and I’ve been living like this forever. There are a few who care about me but I just want to die. No one really cares about my reasons. My gun is loaded. I will shower and put on something nice. I hope I can do it this time.
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There is no reason,… until there is one. You will find a reason, wait for it. Someone or something will come along and change everything. For now, your reason can be that you are waiting for your reason to save you.
I’m not worth it.
who says you arent? we often dont see the same thing as what other people see. Listen to no fate, There could be a reason just around the corner
Im ready to go as well, more than ready. The problem is the terrifying methods Ive got. Im not good at nooses and I aint got any tall buildings nearby so Ive only really got brutal methods. If they were guarenteed to work I believe I could somehow push myself to the limit to do them, but its the possibility of being paralysed that’s putting me off, and has been putting me off for years.
Is why gunshot is a top choice for many.. too many things that could go wrong with other routes.. no one wants to be forced alive and even more PARALYZED because a commit fell through.
Is only reason I am here too. I don’t think about ending paralysed but I have overdosed and started having sleep paralysis afterwards it’s not that bad , not a reason why I’m committing, but it happens.
I know exactly how you feel. I once was so close to doing it, I had the gun to my head but I was too much of a coward to pull the trigger. The decent human in me wants to tell you that things will be okay, but I am like you, depressed and tired of living. But I do know that your family will miss you and blame themselves for not being able to help you.
Whatever your decision, I sincerely hope you find peace.
I’m happy for you that you have your gun and you have your choices and you have your free will. I bought a tuxedo shirt a few years hoping to commit in it, sadly that didn’t happen and now it’s just a solemn reminder in my closet of the wish that never came true.