- So, I just carved the word “die” with a razor into my arm. My boyfriend is closer to breaking up with me than he has ever been. He doesn’t even know about the fresh wound.
i told him I wanted to die. He said I was being selfish. He said it would be me giving up on us.
He’s in the living room now. I’m in the bedroom staring at a bottle of pills. He didn’t even try to keep them away from me.
Should i fucking take them?
Without him, I’m homeless and broke 900 miles away from my family!
what can I say to him?
please help
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First I’d go away from the pills and razor
First I’d go away from the pills and razor
Oops it wasn’t posting or so I thought. It’s not selfish. And I personally think you need a better guy
Call the hotline number. or 911.
Don’t make a rash, impulsive decision. Only you can decide what is best for you, but make certain that you are sure before you do something that can’t be undone. Especially if you are young.
Good luck.
Don’t do anything to worsen your situation. Step away from the pills and razor blade. Don’t cause a breakup that will leave you stranded far from your family. Then work on changing your life so that you’re less dependent on your boyfriend.
Pills have a very low success rate, pills alone are apt to do nothing at all except cause a little boo boo… you should know what pills you are if you’d like to share, you need to take a VERY large amount to have a lethal dose. In all reality if you don’t have at least 6 hours alone…. a large amount of alcohol…. a lot of anti-vommiting medication you will just get sick to your stomach and your friend will freak out nonetheless then he will overreact you will realistically be in the ER then the funny farm and that will follow you for the rest of your life. I’d expect you are 20 or 22, which with a trip to the funny farm you will ruin the entire rest of your life no matter how short or long you end up being alive…… um what to say is if you feel this is temporary for you just chill out.. you won’t be dying with a little bottle of pills, you need more like 3 or 4 bottles.
If you are having a mood swing then you can pop a xannie, but oh my god never take a daily pill.. if you need a xan during a monthly severe mood swing then have a seldom xannie do not ruin your life by taking daily medication
Is there any way you can contact your family, any way for you to ask them for a way back to them?, like financially?
can you go to a homeless shelter or domestic violence shelter (idk if this counts as domestic violence though)?
he really doesn’t sound good anyway, being like that. doesn’t sound like he cares. idk what his reasons are for soon breaking up with you though.
some of the answers here really disgust me. please think this through before you do it!!!!