I can’t find a sense of belonging in this world, it must be in the afterworld I will find it, or not it doesn’t matter anymore. It gets harder and harder to breathe, with the crisis mode on all the time, I’m going crazy sooner or later!
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I don’t belong here. I am a lesbian woman. It makes me scared and uncomfortable to be around heterosexuals
I’m sorry this world is so judgemental!
I didn’t really mean that, I was in a joking mood. It’s not that bad. But bad things have happened in the gay community, nothing to be proud of in that respect. It depresses me deeply and I’ve actually been stuck on a homophobic violence for most of the day.. why I couldn’t sleep at all. Now I’ve got a long day ahead. Some things have happened to me but nothing to the extent of what happened to a young girl in my town. She was actually murdered by a 64 year old man for being a lesbian, trans-curious going by a male pen name. She was so beautiful and what I look for in a friend.. I never met her but to know that’s what GOES ON!! That was around the time I was arrested and started having terrorizing nightmares… (not to mention just generally being treated like sh*t…. nothing to the extent of being murdered) but IF THAT’S WHAT JUSTIFIES ALL OF THAT TREATMENT… then I can’t feel too safe