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by falling_soup

I really just want to die. I just want to stop feeling so much pain and sadness. I wish I could wash it away or wave some magic wand and not feel the intoxicating hug of my depression. I am done pretending that I can get through this or that its going to get better, I have no way of knowing the future. I think about how I could just vanish and not have to feel so ashamed or pathetic, I don’t really self harm anymore it doesn’t help get the pain to go away, I think about trying again all the time. I feel so disgusting and I just want to crawl out of my own skin. I need this all to be over.

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Lifelong Loser 11/4/2018 - 1:03 pm

I obviously don’t know you, but I know what you’re feeling, because I feel it too. (Only I’ve never self-harmed.. I eat junk food annd drink alcohol instead, and have stepped up both of those considerably, as things have gotten worse. I just don’t care about much of anything anymore)

I wish we could somehow give people hugs who are on here. You and I could use one.

I hope you feel better and find peace in whatever way you can.

Cause of Death: Suicide 11/5/2018 - 12:48 pm

I love the idea of vanishing that’s how I always imagined it .. now.. just..gotta.. be ..sneaky .. unheard unseen, unknown.. hopefully mostly just ignored..uninterested.. if I’m accidentally seen

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