Maybe you still have something to hold on to. Love and guilt are the main causes of why you can be afraid. I personally don’t expect anything beautiful from death, I just hope mine would be quick and easy enough so I just don’t realize it. To me death is less scary then life, but still scary enough otherwise I wouldn’t be posting this
Im more afraid of the pain of the suicide, and the chance of failure (although im quite certain if i went through with suicide i wouldnt be fucking it up.) I just started cutting for the first time to deal with the depression though, maybe it will make me less afraid of pain.
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Maybe you still have something to hold on to. Love and guilt are the main causes of why you can be afraid. I personally don’t expect anything beautiful from death, I just hope mine would be quick and easy enough so I just don’t realize it. To me death is less scary then life, but still scary enough otherwise I wouldn’t be posting this
Im more afraid of the pain of the suicide, and the chance of failure (although im quite certain if i went through with suicide i wouldnt be fucking it up.) I just started cutting for the first time to deal with the depression though, maybe it will make me less afraid of pain.