General by ravingbean 12/5/2018 written by ravingbean 12/5/2018Why am I afraid to die? The end is probably beautiful. Even more so if you embrace it. But still, I fear the unknown and I choose to be miserable. 2 comments 0EmailRelated postsidk 8/15/2020New Favorite Song 8/14/2020What makes me sad LIST 8/14/2020dont cry why try die 8/14/2020 8/14/2020When the Mask Comes Off 8/14/2020Hydroplaning in a complete circle like @_@ by... 8/14/2020Is there even a point? 8/13/2020 8/13/202018 hours of sleep 8/12/20202 comments Lostlullaby 12/5/2018 - 4:33 pmMaybe you still have something to hold on to. Love and guilt are the main causes of why you can be afraid. I personally don’t expect anything beautiful from death, I just hope mine would be quick and easy enough so I just don’t realize it. To me death is less scary then life, but still scary enough otherwise I wouldn’t be posting this Log in to Reply NO_REMORSE 12/6/2018 - 9:35 amIm more afraid of the pain of the suicide, and the chance of failure (although im quite certain if i went through with suicide i wouldnt be fucking it up.) I just started cutting for the first time to deal with the depression though, maybe it will make me less afraid of pain. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.