Yeah I try not to drink too much but sometimes I have that urge, that feeling that I absolutely need it, that alcohol is the only thing that s going to make me feel better. And it is, most of the times…until it goes out of my system and makes me feel weak and stupid
Me too I don’t usually drink more than twice a month but when I drink it’s usually a whole bottle by myself. Last month I drank every day for a week but I don’t plan on doing that again soon
Same. I drink less often than the average people. Once I drank a bottle an a half over a week end and I cried like a baby on Sunday when I realized I had no alcohol left and I couldn’t buy any. It was one of the most painful and visceral experiences I ever had. That s when I realized I had a drinking problem even if I almost never drink which is kind of weird and sad.
Once I almost got to that point, I literally felt like a could kill for a bottle of vodka (lol), I always wait for a couple of days and it gets better… at least until I drink again
Yeah, it’s the only thing that keeps my social anxiety in check. I hate to say this but I feel like it’s the only thing that’ll work for me. I’ve tried so hard to heal the ‘right’ way but I fear I may be too much of a lost cause to ever get better that way. So nowadays I think of alcohol as my medicine because the real medicine requires me to go to the doctors first to have some guy tell me what I already know and then prescribe me the medicine. It’s so much more easier to just take $3 out of my wallet and pay for a Steel Reserve.
Sometimes I drink before meeting people like the last time I had to, I drank a couple of drinks so I would feel comfortable around everyone. I don’t go to therapists anymore, it’s always the same they keep telling me things that I already know and tbh I don’t want to take medicine, it seems easier to try and ignore what I feel
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Hey, nm I always drink a lot
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Yeah I try not to drink too much but sometimes I have that urge, that feeling that I absolutely need it, that alcohol is the only thing that s going to make me feel better. And it is, most of the times…until it goes out of my system and makes me feel weak and stupid
Me too I don’t usually drink more than twice a month but when I drink it’s usually a whole bottle by myself. Last month I drank every day for a week but I don’t plan on doing that again soon
Same. I drink less often than the average people. Once I drank a bottle an a half over a week end and I cried like a baby on Sunday when I realized I had no alcohol left and I couldn’t buy any. It was one of the most painful and visceral experiences I ever had. That s when I realized I had a drinking problem even if I almost never drink which is kind of weird and sad.
Once I almost got to that point, I literally felt like a could kill for a bottle of vodka (lol), I always wait for a couple of days and it gets better… at least until I drink again
Yeah, it’s the only thing that keeps my social anxiety in check. I hate to say this but I feel like it’s the only thing that’ll work for me. I’ve tried so hard to heal the ‘right’ way but I fear I may be too much of a lost cause to ever get better that way. So nowadays I think of alcohol as my medicine because the real medicine requires me to go to the doctors first to have some guy tell me what I already know and then prescribe me the medicine. It’s so much more easier to just take $3 out of my wallet and pay for a Steel Reserve.
Sometimes I drink before meeting people like the last time I had to, I drank a couple of drinks so I would feel comfortable around everyone. I don’t go to therapists anymore, it’s always the same they keep telling me things that I already know and tbh I don’t want to take medicine, it seems easier to try and ignore what I feel