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Close to giving up

by Empty Husk

It’s been two years already since I’ve lived like a recluse and with no one to hang out with. My social interactions just ranges from talking to my gf or talking to my neighbor once in a while in their free time. I want to escape my situation so bad but I don’t know where to start. I’m close to giving up on life that I just want to die or cloister myself in some monastery so I spend the remaining days of my miserable existence there in community living. At least I’ll have someone to talk to over there and be a part of group of people. Seems my life isn’t getting any better. It’s only gotten worse with no way out other than dying or waiting to die.

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Once 12/17/2018 - 3:23 am

” I want to escape my situation so bad but I don’t know where to start.”

You’ve mentioned that part of your situation is your almost total isolation. Other than talking to your neighbor and going after your girlfriend, what would you be able to tolerate in terms of getting out of the house?

basefree 12/17/2018 - 12:09 pm

You start with you. You brought yourself to this abject inertia and the chances you’ll bring yourself out are slim. But it’s the only possible way. The choice is in your brain, but your brain might be too broken to make it.

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