It’s been two years already since I’ve lived like a recluse and with no one to hang out with. My social interactions just ranges from talking to my gf or talking to my neighbor once in a while in their free time. I want to escape my situation so bad but I don’t know where to start. I’m close to giving up on life that I just want to die or cloister myself in some monastery so I spend the remaining days of my miserable existence there in community living. At least I’ll have someone to talk to over there and be a part of group of people. Seems my life isn’t getting any better. It’s only gotten worse with no way out other than dying or waiting to die.