I don’t know where to go or what to do. I’m going nowhere with my life. I’m already 33 years old and yet I feel stuck, isolated and stagnant. I’ve already enrolled dairy and welding classes and yet here I am still jobless, aimless, friendless and have no one to turn to aside from of course my gf. I have no job so I can’t give her what she wants – a marriage, a family and with kids. I just want to give up. I don’t know what to do at this point in my life. Honestly, I can’t stand living like this for another 30 years. It’s either I go to a monastery and spend my remaining days there or just letting me die.