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How shall one be happy if one doesn’t know how to be happy in this world when you’re own existence is nothing but a joke to others you have my information just kill me please I won’t be able to deal with my own problems when all I think about from time to die is suicide.

happiness is something that I don’t feel kill me someone out there you know how to find me just kill me for those who know how to bypass the system and bring me a peacefully and painless death.

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Cause of Death: Suicide 12/27/2018 - 12:46 pm

If I knew how to I’d be dead already. There’s always black market and you know, because most all suicides know about “N” n*mbutal. Um and just a helpful hint, there is a Reddit describing how to order off black market safely, involving using a P.O. Box under something other than your “name”.. I can’t promise anyThing with black market I’ve never tried but I prefer gunshot to brain over peaceful pills. I’ve received the peaceful pills handbook from a guest on another site and the peaceful pills handbook is covered by death with dignity law although very controversial… death with dignity protects suicidal peoples rights to commit suicide if for example they are in agony, suffering or just want to be in charge of living or ending their life on their own terms.. without any of that insane asylum, loony bin, mental diagnosis retarded bullsh*t

SuicidalThoughtsButRefuseToKillMyself 12/27/2018 - 11:36 pm

Yeah, I already attempted suicide and went to the psych ward / looney bin yeah it wasn’t that bad but I also do sometimes rather have my brains blasted out by shotgun I don’t think I’ll look into that I think my life is already screwed anyways either way I’ll probably just end up living for family’s sake or for whatever reason I just would rather have someone kill me but that isn’t going to happen I don’t think I can attempt suicide for a second time or even commit suicide we all know it is selfish and selfless and whatever contradiction I hate being alive when all I want is to die and I am not even terminally ill yet.

Cause of Death: Suicide 12/28/2018 - 12:10 pm

For me it was a terrible experience it just went against everything I believe, you know? Forgive and forget but being an advocate for the ending of senseless suffering through self-immolation, was just not the thing for me to go against at that young tiny age in my life. I hear that it is selfish, but that is in no way true. Why continue to live when you have no desire or reason too? I’d never live my life just because others expect me to.

nonexistingsoul 12/27/2018 - 12:48 pm

Waiting for us to kill ourselves or to be killed is killing us already

SuicidalThoughtsButRefuseToKillMyself 12/27/2018 - 3:00 pm

I agree more or less to some extend doesn’t help the fact that I walk around and talk to myself it is just something I do I don’t hear voices thinking out loud is what I do why should I have to take medication for that how does meds even work it doesn’t even do that.

Cause of Death: Suicide 12/28/2018 - 12:14 pm

Oh ya I’m getting so old and ill that I’ll probably kick the bucket unexpectedly in the middle of worrying about how/when/where to commit suicide. It’ll be such a beautiful day should that happen, otherwise only stagnance here. But… I just really don’t want to die in the place I live now, should I die from illness, so that’s why I’d like the choice of to take my own life. Sometimes I wonder if I’ll die by criminal or if I’ll die in some accident out of the blue one day, like so many others.

flutterby 12/28/2018 - 1:12 am

You have to learn how to be happy. Make a practice of it everyday.

morado123 12/28/2018 - 11:05 am

I used to feel the same. But somehow I can’t put my mind into it. It’s just that… it’s cruel to my mom.

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