GeneralHappy New Year guys by Black Holez 12/31/2018 written by Black Holez 12/31/2018Almost New Year in this part of the world where I live. Happy New Year guys! I hope 2019 will be a good year for all of us. 8 comments 0EmailRelated posts 5/24/2020Acceptance? 5/24/2020Site visitor for 5 years, this is my... 5/24/2020Again 5/24/2020 5/24/2020Window to my soul 5/23/2020all blank 5/23/2020High Hopes 5/23/2020 5/23/2020motivation? 5/23/20208 comments Once 12/31/2018 - 10:01 amThanks Black Holes. Here’s hoping. As 2018 fades, here’s a boring little math trivia nugget I heard the other day – if you add up the year you were born and your current age, the sum is 2018. Exciting stuff! Log in to Reply Atintofgreen 12/31/2018 - 10:10 amHappy new year! Log in to Reply Lostlullaby 12/31/2018 - 1:40 pmHappy new year to you too Log in to Reply Cause of Death: Suicide 12/31/2018 - 2:23 pmSad to see the new year. I was hoping this would be the year I’d put myself down. Cheers to postponing suicide! Not like a stupid national holiday will change anything. Log in to Reply frog 12/31/2018 - 6:36 pm^^^ Log in to Reply Gary555 12/31/2018 - 7:05 pmHappy New Year Black Holez, I just want to say I’ve been reading your posts and what if you approached a monastery saying I’d like to try it for 3 months. That would give you a chance to check it out and they would also be checking you out. You wouldn’t be making a life long commitment and you could temporarily get out of your situation. It would also be easier for them because they wouldn’t have to decide, is this guy going to be able to stay with us for 20 years? Log in to Reply Black Holez 1/1/2019 - 12:13 amHappy new year to you as well. I’ve been thinking about this for a while now and I’ve decided that if my dairy classes don’t go as planned, it’s the monastery for me. I’m going to have to ask the abbot to join their orders and be under observation so I they can assess me or not. I don’t want to continue living like this, where I’m just wasting my time away waiting to die. I can’t give my girlfriend what she wants anyway – children and family. Log in to Reply Tellmewhy 12/31/2018 - 8:56 pmH N Y! Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.