I just want to be super depressed

  December 8th, 2018 by NO_REMORSE

I dont know why. Im here alone in my home, disappointed im not sitting at rock bottom emotionally. I feel empty and uncomfortable, but not sad. I just want to be as depressed as possible. I dont think i deserve happiness, and really i dont want it. Started cutting few days ago and probably have around 40-50 cuts on my left arm already. I guess its comforting looking at my arm atleast..

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