I’m a 7th grader, and I have a above average fucked up life. I have friends, but my best friend is suicidal as well. He had 7 of his best freinds kill themselves in front of him. I have a terrible secret.
I have an std.
In 7th grade.
An std is one of those things that if you tell someone about, your fucke for life. I you don’t tell someone, your still fucked.ive been thinking about suicide for a while now, but now I think it’s time.
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I just don’t understand when such young people decide to take this path. I had a horrible childhood, but kept persevering because I had hope that life would get better. I had every reason to. I was still a teenager. I went though my twenties. They were even worse. Finally made my first attempt at the age of 31. Clearly, it failed. Second attempt at the age of 33. And clearly, that one failed, as well. Now I’m 36. I’ve decided that next year will be the year that I finally do it. My life never got better, and I can no longer tolerate this psychological anguish. But I’m a middle-aged person who, at least, had hope and tried to tough it out. As any young person should. Unfortunately things did not get better for me. But, that is NOT the case for everyone. A lot of people do move past this stage and find themselves living a happy, adult life. Please don’t do it. A lot of people have STDs. It’s not that big of a deal, and certainly no reason to kill yourself. You’re in 7th grade ffs. I certainly can’t guarantee that things will get better… but they MIGHT. And that is worth, at the least, hanging on until you’re around my age or so and come to the definite realization that they won’t. Please just keep holding on. <3
Thanks that is pretty encouraging, but there is still a problem.
I am raised in a family who doesn’t allow sex until marriage, an I’m underage, and did it before marriage. My family will disown me if they new, and it would be all over then. So either way I’m out.
I think they’ll probably be disappointed, but get over it. Indeed, they’ll probably surprise you with how well they do handle it. And…you’ll feel much better having things out in the open. Just my two cents.
My parents (particularly my father) was highly abusive. He’s a narcissist. Growing up in my house was like walking on eggshells and being terrified of doing the slightest thing that might upset his disgusting, bloated ego – lest I get the crap kicked out of me. So I hung in there, and the day I turned 18 I got the HELL out of there. Your parents are only in control of you until that age. So what, you’re in 7th grade… that means that you’re most likely 13? Either that or one year in either direction. So, that means that you have 5 years to get through it. Get a job the second that you turn 16 and are allowed to legally work. Start saving your money, so when you turn 18 you have the means to get the hell out of dodge. And then, you will find yourself in control of your own life and with the freedom to do as you choose. Please remember this. It’s temporary. It will pass. You will get older. And I can tell you from personal experience, it’s A LOT of fun finally being your own person, making your own decisions, and not worrying about your controlling parents who want you to live up to their own ideals and won’t let you be the person that you are. That is unhealthy parenting, and it’s not your fault. A lot of children have to go through this, and it most certainly IS NOT worth committing suicide over. Just keep your head down, do the best you can, and start counting down the days until you can get the fuck out of there.
Actually, if you think you have STDs, you have to go see a doctor. It could be a danger to your health until it’s treated. You are also obligated to tell anyone you have sex with going forwards. You’re not f**ked for life, it’s just necessary to tell people because now you’ll “infect” them too. Don’t worry about it, as long as you’re honest and follow the steps to treat the problem.
However, engaging in sexual activities so young isn’t going to help you at all. You would be better off abstaining until you’re 18.
The “7 people killed themselves in front of my friend” sounds like a bad plotline from some over-dramatic TV show, no offense, but being suicidal isn’t a joke, so I’m sorry if you and your friend feel that way. You should talk to a trusted adult about it.
I was going to post on this thread, but you’ve basically said everything i wanted to say 🙂
I became suicidal in 7thgrade, I’ve had a very horrible rotten life and I knew it would only get worse… I’m 24 now but I wanted to kill myself in 7th grade and still wish I would have (this is not meant to encourage you,just speak about myself) finished my life and committed suicide in 7thgrade. It seems not a day past was ever worth living through and it’s only been miserable. I’m sorry you have an std. lots of people get stds. Lots of people kill them selves too but it’s safe to usually not do in 7th grade but wait until 18 and then make a decision when your brain is bigger. I have someone else controlling my life so I could never make my own decisions, the abuse just got worse after I turned 18 and I still can’t kill myself how I want to… I have to do it sneakily because I get people following me and taking me places in handcuffs a lot, I don’t know these people but they think they know me…. I’ve been working on my plan since I was 12 to go to the woods and shoot myself in the head but now I accidentally told someone and I can’t purchase a gun from the store or else I would’ve killed myself when I was 20…. I’ve been trying very hard because it is my greatest wish to end my life to not suffer anymore. right? I was molested a lot when I was little and I started getting molested almost constantly when I turned 22, I don’t know why but it seems people I don’t know are obsessed with me and my almost dead body is still good for them to sexually molest at least it is still good for that