I’m so tired.

  December 27th, 2018 by strawberrycrown

Im tired. But I’m not just tired because I need sleep and I’m not just tired because I’m exhausted. I’m tired of all of this bullshit. I’m tired of being in pain. I’m tired of trying so hard to not cry that I get a lump in my throat. I’m tired of balling my eyes out at night. I’m tired of the scars I’ll get and the way people will look at me when they see them at the beaches. I’m tired of all the pain. I’m tired living here. I’m tired of being on this earth. I’m tired of trying for people who don’t care about me. I’m tired of explaining myself to be called a bullshitter either way. I’m tired of feeling guilt. I’m tired of being a disappointment. I’m tired of losing the ones who mean the absolute most to me. I’m just so fucking tired of everything and everyone. I just need sleep, preferably forever. If I say goodnight I won’t ever be tired again. 

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