My hypocrisy has grown to unbelievable proportions, but I think it’s gotta end now. All the hypocrites in my life I thank, for claiming to love but sending me to the wolves. I don’t feel lonely anymore, I don’t feel sad and I don’t feel happy. I DON’T CARE IF ANY OF YOU KILL YOURSELVES. In my opinion sooner is better than later.
I should be hurt after my counsellor pulled one over me and got me owing a 30,000 dollar debt that I can’t pay. I don’t even have insurance but am honestly laughing right now. The debt collectors are coming on the 26th, at least they gave me christmas. But hypocrisy or not this is life and this is what we get.
I’m gone for good. You’ll meet me in hell.
PS Just do it, the ‘its gets better’ thing is for idiots.
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How does a councillor manage to add up to a 30 thousand dollar bill? Surely not even doctor Phil charges that much
And I understand it’s over time, but still, even if it was 1000 a month, that would be almost 3 years of coincilling and I feel like you would’ve gotten a better one before then
Personally, I rather be annihilated non existence in this life and non existence in the next life I don’t believe I deserve to go to heaven or hell we all probably experienced both heaven and hell both on earth. Life is a mixture between the whole spectrum of humanity positive, neutral, negative.
I am not going to tell you what to do because I have a death wish and still have that desire yet I still don’t have the strength to commit suicide I only attempted suicide once on Benadryl 32 pills I don’t recommend that you’ll regret it there are probably better ways to do it I still think I want someone to kill me but I know no one here on earth will do it I don’t own a shotgun or any best painless way to die I don’t know your whole story I feel like my stories is only based on circumstances and choice led mistakes of consequences I rather be dead.
My angels and demons my virtues and sins are all intertwined together the reality of my existence I didn’t choose to be alive this concept of free will this reality is a nothing more than the suffering of ourselves within pain, pleasure, and suffering and all human emotions one that we all have to go through all of our existence is sometimes nothing more than an inconvience from another person why doesn’t anyone allow us to kill our selves peacefully and painlessly instead of guilt shaming us into making us feel guilty of our own existence this life isn’t meant for everyone me being dead shit I attempted suicide once on Benadryl and even taking dulextine/cymbalta 20mg does seem to do much oh yeah try another pill or therapy as if they can get rid of suicidal thoughts they are so fucking worthless just profit off our misery I’ll keep myself alive despite knowing I still want to die we write our stories here and no one seems to care too much about it or even try to help us or let us die the way we want I don’t care about the fact that it is illegal there is a peaceful way to die I have thought about the bag trick but haven’t gone that route yet.
$30k???
I believe the same as you anyone who tells you not to is just trying to lessen the damage, you know I’d be long gone but I can’t get my hands on a shotgun.. that 30,000 is just going to provide an income to many trashy poor people, you know.