That I have to suffer my existence,
Fuck being an American Indonesian guy
someone just fucking kill me in Madison, WI
I won’t post any more information just give me something that kills me painlessly you who know how to find me via data mining, data hacking, and data tracking please kill me end my suffering it is just dumb to me that I have to exist in this body where am I going to be in the future this torture or give me a shotgun so I can just kill myself I only attempted suicide once now I realize that should have committed suicide instead this life wasn’t meant for me I know I should have not have been existing in this fucking world these people we call humans just kill me. That is all I ask or help me find a way to die peacefully I tried once but failed this is something I need even if I do regret dying or the pain or the feeling it can’t worse then the constant cycle of humiliation of existence you probably won’t let me die either fuck the world, our species, sorry God for I do not believe in you but forgive my sins for if you do exist you know I want to be annihilated in peace and painless way just do it already.
I have a death wish and I wish to die in peace and without any pain tried only once I need to try again this body isn’t something I wanted I didn’t choose my genetics but kill me please my existence is nothing but a joke and I realize that I should have killed myself now but you won’t let me will you?