So I’ve run out of time and resources. I’ll be homeless very soon. Depression beat me and I’m giving up now because I have nothing left to fight for or to motivate me. Wishing everyone out there who still has a chance good luck. I hope you make it.
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Sorry to hear, perhaps you can live with family, friends or get govt assistance? Even if you had to work at a bad job like McDonald’s it might be worth it. Best of luck whatever you decide.
I’m sorry to hear that. In suffering from the same thing and were it but for my parents i would also live in the streets too. Don’t you have any family or friends where you can stay temporarily? Maybe they could help. Best wishes to you and please do take care of yourself.
Hi, the watcher. I could not leave this page without replying. Talk to us. What is going on, how did it happen. Who are you?
I can promise you there are no magic fixes in life. I wish you could spin a few times and everything will magically come right, but unfortunately, I cannot promise it. I am sure you are over 24 looking at your post. So you already had your deal believing life’s prosaic statements about how “good” everything will get. You, as well as other on here, is a clear enagmatic representation of why anti-natalism is a philosophy more people should consider looking at. I always cringed at humanity since I turend 17. From thereon, life has been a colossal struggle for the worst:
Lost 4 family members in 1 year, almost homeless, lived with chronic pain, insomnia, depression, anxiety. I sure had my cut of life’s misfortunes. On top of this, I am an incel.
Life is a game. You need to look at your options and how you go from it. So, what are your current options? You need to speak to authorities about your problems. You only have this 1 life. So you need to fight to keep it and survive.
@tiredofchronicpain
Sorry to detract from the post, but my feeling reading your comment was “this persons spends a lot of time on the internet or media” It seeps through your reasoning and ideas about life. I dont even need to you tell me because i can already see it in the subtext of your writing.
that’s one of the problems now: people dont have a normal awareness of what life actually is. they are raised with misunderstandings about what is valuable and how life works and everything comes crashing down when the suffering hits because theres no true values to act as a guiding light through the darkness
its a generational problem
^^ and this is GROSSLY EXACERBATED by an abundance of information ^^^^
I spend a lot of time reading. As an intellectual curious individual, I do indeed spend time on the internet. What year is this? Or are you living in the stone ages still?
Please define *people*. Do you mean trolls? The government? Please use a better qualifier so I can make sense of what you are on about. You sound like a 3rd world pawn to me. Are you from China?
From the way you are writing, you are using a sweeping generalisation and parroting fallacies without actually thinking for yourself. Who is the one generalising now? By saying I generalise when I have been at the lowest ends of the totem pole myself and offer my perspective, all of a sudden you jump into the conversation, and change the actual subject to how I am supposedly all day on the internet? I am not going to sugar coat shit to idiots like you, AgentQ. Not only doesn’t your name make any coherent sense, but your writing style is worse than most 9 year olds I see in my day-to-day life. Are you a plonker?
I am sick and tired, arguing with dunces. So I think this is the last post to a troll like yourself. You, kiddo, Do not deserve my time or anyone else’s frankly.
Go pickup a Thesaurus and Dictionary set next time you come back at me!
Is there any family you can go to? friends? homeless shelters?
I’m 26. I’ve asked family and friends for shelter but they have said no. I have trouble keeping jobs now and can’t afford the rent. Also, I can’t afford therapy and medication which I need. I’ve already been looking at a homeless shelter near me and that’s where I’m planning to go. Sorry if I didn’t answer your questions but it’s the best I can do. I’ve applied for assistance before but have always been denied.
That’s tough but I guess homeless shelter is the next best thing. Also, have you tried being a monk in a monastery? I think it’s best for people like us who are down on their luck to be in one. Beats being homeless or alone.
I’ve never thought of being a monk. I think i may just actually follow up on that idea. Thank you.