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Life going nowhere

by Black Holez

I feel like my life is going nowhere. Three classes later and I’m still stuck in this hole being friendless, jobless and nothing to show for with my gf. We’ve been already together for 13 years and yet still not married, still don’t have kids and still have not settled down. I’m broken and useless beyond repair. I don’t even know if I can give her what she wants – a good loving family. Frankly, spending my remaining days in some monastery or dying is better than living like this.


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basefree 12/22/2018 - 10:31 pm

How old is she? Has she expressed wanting to leave you?

Black Holez 12/22/2018 - 11:33 pm

We’re about the same age. Yes she has expressed wanting to leave me but what holds her back from doing it is her love for me as well as my love for her. I don’t know how this will last though. It’s a tug of war as of the moment.

Mouse 12/23/2018 - 12:12 am

Hate to say it but I guess it will only be a matter of time before she leaves you, not sure how long though…. could be a long time, could be a short time

Black Holez 12/23/2018 - 9:02 am

That’s what I’m afraid of. Unless I get my shit together, it’s really only a matter of time.

jr. 12/22/2018 - 11:08 pm

spending some time at a monastery sounds peaceful. i wish i can do that were its summer all year round

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