I feel like my life is going nowhere. Three classes later and I’m still stuck in this hole being friendless, jobless and nothing to show for with my gf. We’ve been already together for 13 years and yet still not married, still don’t have kids and still have not settled down. I’m broken and useless beyond repair. I don’t even know if I can give her what she wants – a good loving family. Frankly, spending my remaining days in some monastery or dying is better than living like this.