Electromagnetic Waves traveling through our brains
Mine says kill yourself until it drives you insane
Its more my body than myself
My body wants to end this hell
But I keep going, only time can tell
Where I’m Going Where I Been
Its like all the same shit has been hand in hand
I’ll smoke weed to forget myself
To forget I am even alive in this hell
Completely obliterated
I don’t want to consume energy and be existing
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For I wish to die, but I tried my first attempt on Benadryl for the panic set in and when now I know I am still alive wish to be dead but I know I can’t try again because for if I do I will end up in the looney bin again take me with you but that won’t happen for my hypocrisy and our society will never let us leave this world until they drain our soul for if I One that is?
I am I really that weak or am I really that dumb or do I just want to feel numb these people on this Earth the people of the US have enslaved us all yet we don’t seem to see it or maybe we do we just do nothing about it my poetry of life is a hollow one for I tried to die and now I realized I will be never allowed to try again.