I probably won’t even try my second attempt of trazodone it probably would be pain anyways I’ll used this site as a place for wishful death but it won’t happen I thought about it and it wouldn’t be worth it.
Ya I’m having a rough time I’d been planning suicide for 12 years and I finally got a gun someone snitched and I don’t think I’d ever been more happy then the moment I picked up the gun, I didn’t think the day I’d been waiting for so long would ever come and it did. Then I was just locked up in a loony bin for 28 days where I started being sexually molested. Cause I came home to nap before I was going to drive to the outback and shoot myself through the mouth into the brain. I’d been waiting to get this gun for … at least ten years??? Not to mention I hate the folks that snitch on me. Sad part is I vowed to myself that I wouldn’t live past 18 and that I would never live past 18… I’d been ready to commit since 12, but I gave myself til 18 at the very maximum age. but then I couldn’t afford a gun, that was the only 350$ I had had in 3 years then they just take the gun like it is valueless. I am 24, but I should have committed at 12.
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I need to die.
Both of you need to live a little. Go easy on yourselves and your expectations.
I probably won’t even try my second attempt of trazodone it probably would be pain anyways I’ll used this site as a place for wishful death but it won’t happen I thought about it and it wouldn’t be worth it.
Ya I’m having a rough time I’d been planning suicide for 12 years and I finally got a gun someone snitched and I don’t think I’d ever been more happy then the moment I picked up the gun, I didn’t think the day I’d been waiting for so long would ever come and it did. Then I was just locked up in a loony bin for 28 days where I started being sexually molested. Cause I came home to nap before I was going to drive to the outback and shoot myself through the mouth into the brain. I’d been waiting to get this gun for … at least ten years??? Not to mention I hate the folks that snitch on me. Sad part is I vowed to myself that I wouldn’t live past 18 and that I would never live past 18… I’d been ready to commit since 12, but I gave myself til 18 at the very maximum age. but then I couldn’t afford a gun, that was the only 350$ I had had in 3 years then they just take the gun like it is valueless. I am 24, but I should have committed at 12.