I’m having flashbacks in my dreams again. I’m living the dark days of my childhood again. I’m wondering if I’ve really forgiven them again. I’m thinking about dying again. I’m hating the stupid fire alarm going off every 3 mins again. I’m posting on suicideproject again. I’m planning on running away again. I’m a 20 year old mess again. I’m praying again. I’m hating stupid people who keep telling me to fit into their schedule again. I’m thinking “I’m 20 I don’t have to put up with this crap” again. I’m thinking about my sisters again. I’m thinking about dying…. again.
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Tiss the season. When the weather changes, when it gets warmer or colder, it affects my dreams. Sometimes they really shake me up, but I’ve heard that bad dreams are your mind’s way of working through difficult stuff.
Sound like your brain is preparing you to overcome.