Rip My Fucking Heart Out

  December 18th, 2018 by NO_REMORSE

And take away these feelings. Make me cold and numb. Let me wash away this life, let it have never existed, for i am not worthy of these opportunities i have. Paint my skies black and rip my existence from ever being here. Life is a fucking travesty. I feel like i am trapped, tied up. Unable to free myself, from myself. I am tied down by strings, toyed with by the puppet master which is life. Given the opportunity to see everything i ever wanted, just out of my own reach. Life you confusing old *****, let me have what my heart longs for, or rip it from my own body, and leave whats left to live in limbo, without ever being remembered. For i have never seen a challenge so brutally unforgiving, it is comical. You gave me love, and you ripped it from my arms, and left it forever suspended above my head. I claw at these cold callous walls all day until my hands bleed, and i weep all night. It no longer feels in my control, it feels as if i will never be able to reach it. Why life, why are you so fucking cold, you fucking monster. You shared these feelings with those i hold the most dear, so i formally ask you this now. Let me fly, or give me death.

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