-31 year old male
-Never had a girlfriend in my entire life, nor have I ever felt affection by a woman
-Never had any friends in my entire life. Although I always treated people nice, for some reason they all have been avoiding me.
-Not good at anything, nor do I have any skills at all. Still living with my parents, and being jobless my entire life.
-On top of depression I have health issues that get worse with each passing year
I’m so tired of my life. I desperately need it to end. The only reason that stops me from killing myself are my parents. I don’t want to hurt them, even though I inherited my mental issues from them. People like my parents should never ever have kids.
Some time ago there was another reason that prevented me from killing myself, and that was the fear of going to hell, but I recently stopped believing in hell. No loving God would send his creations to be tormented forever, because no sin however great deserves an infinite punishment.
I’m just so tired of my life. God, please provide me any kind of relief :'(