GeneralThis is what they want me to do by Cause of Death: Suicide 12/18/2018 written by Cause of Death: Suicide 12/18/2018If I commit, they win I say,let them. 6 comments 0Related postsTo whoever sent me here 11/19/201911/16/2019, 11/19/2019: Coping with feeling worthless emotionally to... 11/19/2019I remember the exact moment…. 11/19/2019Rot 11/19/2019I can’t think 11/18/2019 11/18/2019A miracle. 11/18/2019stop screaming ***** 11/18/2019Hi I am still here 11/18/2019Crossroad or (Divine) Intervention 11/18/20196 comments SuicidalThoughtsButRefuseToKillMyself 12/19/2018 - 10:34 amI wish I knew a way to help you but I can’t a heterosexual guy like me who has no girlfriend who rather be dead at times despite the fact my life isn’t really that bad in comparison to others yet I know the fragile state of my mind can also lead to a possible second suicide attempt I sometimes regret being alive because my existence is something of a problem within myself and I couldn’t even kill myself which is a good thing I got the professional help but deep down inside I still wish I was dead because me being dead isn’t a problem only a problem for those who care family, friends, and all around good folks of strangers. Log in to Reply PatheticMale 12/19/2018 - 12:48 pmDont let them win! Log in to Reply SuicidalThoughtsButRefuseToKillMyself 12/19/2018 - 5:21 pmI would agree don’t let them get to you because when I took a full 32 pills of Benadryl which I guess supposedly can’t kill you but keep yourself alive the pain of a suicide attempt is not something you want to experience despite the fact with my own contradictions where I still rather be dead but I don’t really want to admit that to people because they won’t let me die they just play the guilt and shame game on me and I understand why if I could bring you peace of mind just find a place within your mind and tell yourself that you are who you are find some peace within yourself breathing exercises or some sort of peace. Log in to Reply Cause of Death: Suicide 12/19/2018 - 8:25 pmI don’t enjoy being “talked off the ledge”, I’m sure it’s best for me either way Log in to Reply SuicidalThoughtsButRefuseToKillMyself 12/20/2018 - 12:14 amTrust I don’t like being talked off the edge either sometimes it might be necessary but I don’t know all your circumstances mine are more or less different. Log in to Reply Salt 12/20/2018 - 1:18 pmHm, if people want you to kill yourself and you do, then yes, they win.The question is: what do they win? Because if it’s a new car or a trip to Tahiti, then I’d say it’s your spiteful obligation to stay alive.But I’m guessing there’s no prize for winning or losing. Therefore, yea you should live (or die) for yourself. Do what you want, and let them “win” their cup full of nothing. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.