I used to have four amazing best friends at the private academy I shortly went to.
Even then – which was almost 10 years ago -, I was aware of the fact that I was such a mess.
Still, my friends were the only reason I went to that academy.
They made me happy and I think I made them happy too.
I thought our friendship would last forever.
It never happened.
I never saw them after quitting that academy.
I also didn’t manage to have other friends, because of.. I don’t know… I think I kept missing my old friends and didn’t think much of the other friends.
Who would’ve known that childhood friends could live in your memory forever?
They’re still the cause of my happiness and the reminder that I was once pure, untainted by life.
I miss you.