what would it take for me to just kill myself am I just not strong enough to do it myself. Seems like I rather have someone else do it for me. I don’t want to feel my own pain. I rather feel it when I least expect it . But I don’t think I’ll ever have the courage to do it myself. I need someone who will feel my pain & save me by ending my life.
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i’ve been away from here for too long
many many months ago i asked you this
now i ask again
can we talk
?
<3
i truly hope u'r still here 🙁 <3
let’s talk ..
<3 <3 <3
xoxoxo
🙂
I’ve been Away also for quite sometime .. at first it was because I couldn’t enter my profile here .. but now it works .. why I try to get in this website again it’s because I’m not okay & you seem to be the only person who’s been aware of it .. I’d like to talk to you ..
hey angel <3 🙂
okay seem okay <3
as before, here's my e-mail:
farahlajeennouraldeen.1@gmail.com
i'm here
i'm listening
i'm all ears
& my heart is with You all the way
I apologize for the 2 days delay
i wrote the shorter reply above just to let you know i'm still right here & that i read it
i just couldn't reply fully yet cause i was in the middle of traveling
i'm all here now
i'm here <3
let's talk 🙂
hey angel <3 🙂
okay seem okay <3
as before, here's my e-mail:
farahlajeennouraldeen.1
@gmail
i'm here
i'm listening
i'm all ears
& my heart is with You all the way
I apologize for the 2 days delay
i wrote the shorter reply above just to let you know i'm still right here & that i read it
i just couldn't reply fully yet cause i was in the middle of traveling
i'm all here now
i'm here <3
let's talk 🙂
Hello Farah. This website needs you too. How are your studies?
hey there Man 🙂
i know :/
honestly, i “need” to be here too
but as you asked
studies are getting in the way a lot & i’m already committed to one kind soul at the moment who’s sadly in really really dark place the past months
:/
i’m trying to manage time as best i can
speaking of which
i apologize for not having replied to your last email a long time ago
i believe conditions were very very similar to what i described above & there was a very critical situation i had to fix first before i could do anything else… i had to postpone replying again & again until i completely forgot.. along with many other things
i sincerely apologize
Hello Farah.
God(or Allah as you call Him) brought you back on this website for a reason. I am going to contact you again. Now I have started to think you were lucky to have been born in a Muslim country. They really taught you self-respect and also respecting others there.
Thank you for your emails. No need to apologize.
Hey again 🙂
Got your message & replied
Many Thanks for the kind compliments…
The place
& the people in it
have both their positive & negative aspects,
as with everything…
but i do believe my faith itself, hand in hand with my parents’ upbringing to me, were invaluable blessings in my life & strong factors that really shaped my character…
i owe God & my parents lots of gratitude for it
again, Thank You 🙂