I’m kinda proud of myself that I haven’t posted for so many months. Those feelings linger under the surface but they haven’t been bursting for a while. I have a therapist that I really like, been seeing her for a few months. She’s really great, very weird but very dynamic and i really enjoy talking to her. I just got back form a vacation i took from work but I’m itching to get away again. Haven’t even caught up on my work. But probably the overwhelming feeling of being behind is impacting that a bit. Once I get back on track, probably by Monday or Tuesday, maybe I’ll feel differently. I wouldn’t be opposed to a random tragedy but I’m not begging for it right now. I realize that I’ve been on here for about 3.5 years. It reminds me of Xanga except I generally use it to talk about sadness, complication or lack thereof.
Thanks to the folks that madesustain this forum for making a place to talk to other folks and support each other.