Been a while

I’m kinda proud of myself that I haven’t posted for so many months. Those feelings linger under the surface but they haven’t been bursting for a while.  I have a therapist that I really like, been seeing her for a few months.  She’s really great, very weird but very dynamic and i really enjoy talking to her.  I just got back form a vacation i took from work but I’m itching to get away again.  Haven’t even caught up on my work.  But probably the overwhelming feeling of being behind is impacting that a bit.  Once I get back on track, probably by Monday or Tuesday, maybe I’ll feel differently.  I wouldn’t be opposed to a random tragedy but I’m not begging for it right now.  I realize that I’ve been on here for about 3.5 years.  It reminds me of Xanga except I generally use it to talk about sadness, complication or lack thereof.

Thanks to the folks that madesustain this forum for making a place to talk to other folks and support each other.