I’m 16yo. I thought this year might be a better year than before.
But i defntly wrong. How is that possible haha.
I dont think that im muslim anymore. I mean, i didnt feel it. I didnt pray. I swear to god, this is all my dad’s fault. He’s always told me that god is nver exist. But luckyly, in school i do learn to read quran. And pray, even sometimes i avoid. If you want to know abt my story well, do read my past story.
I need an opinion, im still young. And im study in secondary school. In Malaysia, when you reach at the age of 17, you will have an examination. Its called SPM. But i dont think i can success. So, i got an interview in college. We call that, Kv (Kolej Vokasional) I really like that course. And i have request to stay in hostel. Bcause that college were far from my house.
But, my dad didnt allow me to go to the college. He told me to stay.
I mean, if i stay here. Until when i didnt pray?
I dont know how to tell you guys :'(
This is the third times my dad ruined my dreams in school.
Should i listened to my parents? I cant go with this school. Im so down. I swear, i always cried in the toilet school :'(
I fucking hate my life.
4 comments
No your parents shouldn’t do that, but I don’t know how to solve it onlything I can think of is to explain how important it is to you
How can i explain when my dad is a quick tempered person. He jst want people to listen to him. :'(
My eldest sister became a slut when i was in middle school. She also became a bugger. I feel so sorry for her. :'(
But now, she’s already got a better job and stop doing all that shitty.
I dont know what to do. I got an interview. So thisi s my chance. I really need to go far from this fckin house :'(
I don’t know then. Make sure you get to that interview anyway. I don’t know how your dad will react to that. But yeah it sounds like you need to try and get out of there
I would ignore your father and do what youd like to do for yourself, even if he does get upset. This is your life, and you deserve to live it the way you like to.