General How close was I to die by Todamnbad 1/23/2019 written by Todamnbad 1/23/2019 Alright, yes. I’m f*cked up humaan being that wants to die. I was hanging myself in my closet. And i started having convulsions. How close was I? 6 comments 0 Email Related posts Covid-19 = CA$H Cow 10/29/2020 Monstrous Dissonance 10/29/2020 Even more misery 10/29/2020 Why? 10/29/2020 one day i’ll die 10/27/2020 I can’t look at myself anymore 10/26/2020 10/26/2020 And, that is it. 10/26/2020 10/26/2020 What is the point of being here. 10/26/2020 6 comments Counting Down 1/23/2019 - 6:02 pm Idk… you were in a closet hanging yourself… so pretty damn close just based on that I’d say. What happened to Jesus/Ramerez?!? Log in to Reply shatterediris 1/24/2019 - 2:23 am Rather close. Closer than what most people you’ll meet have been. -offers hugs- Log in to Reply Cause of Death: Suicide 1/24/2019 - 8:41 am 60% there. You need 100% to pass. Log in to Reply Cause of Death: Suicide 1/24/2019 - 8:42 am 60-69 is a D. Which is considered “failing” So I can say, you failed at suicide. Log in to Reply Salt 1/24/2019 - 11:19 am lmao I love suicide humor Log in to Reply Todamnbad 1/27/2019 - 3:43 pm Well, i have my doubts as well. Never really wanted to follow through the bible sh$t, im a true hypocrite. Even if God was real, he can’t change how pathetic our lives are. Well after i convulsed, it scared the sh$t out of me, still being conscious. I do wish i followed it. Our primitive instincts are a true b$tch to overcome. If you can conquer your own pain, own mind, which is to me is nearly impossible. Especially if you have a broken mind, and you have sh$t on repeat, repeating in your head. Not much different from a average worker, different idea. they repeat the same job, same patterns, nothing much new. We truly aren’t different from robots if you think about it. And God is like the override, controlling all the programs, us and machines Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.