It’s been awhile and I’m back here again.

I didn’t think my life could be worse then it was but the joke was on me, there was one thing I had left “my mum” but now this fucked up workd is taking her too. The dr’s give her two days then I’m truely alone In this world with nothing and no purpose.

I was right wasn’t I? Those who believe heaven and hell in the afterlife. Reality is we are there right now I’m in hell already and this world has taken everything from me. What did I do? Why do I suffer this way. I should of died along time ago and still I can’t do that right.