Hi all,
I’m new here and just wanted to say I’ve always been depressed and suffered way too many setbacks in life. People always advise you to “never give up” but what they don’t realise is that everyone has certain limits before they eventually break down.
Anyway I just need the get that out before I take the bottle of ******** (Pentobarbital) this week. I’ve given this decision much thought and decided that it’s best for everyone (myself included) if I ceased to exist. I feel I’m a burden and a waste of resources.
All the best to everyone and I hope we all find peace some day.
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Agreed with everything you said and I hope you find your exit. If it doesn’t work, please post back. Every “trusted” source of pheno is a scam, even the ones listed in the Peaceful Pill book. This has been confirmed by past members who ended up getting suckered out of 100s or 1000s of dollars. More often than not, you end up getting some horrible mix of common chemicals that won’t kill you but will mess up your liver and kidneys. If your source is not legit, please warn others.
sorry meant to say “pento”
Welcome here! It’s a place where a lot of people gets you. “Just be positive” or “Don’t give up” doesn’t really work for us anymore. I hope we find peace someday. Just keep posting here and we will keep listening
Thanks for commenting on my page guy’s! I don’t know why but it’s actually made me feel a bit better knowing I’m not the only one with these feelings!
I only weigh 50kg so it looks like one bottle will do for me. This is great cause I have a terrible gag reflex lmao. Anyway I actually have two bottles – I order one long ago and opened it to test the legitimacy and then ordered another one which I haven’t opened and will hopefully use to finally find my peace.
Please do take care guys and enjoy what’s left in life. Funny thing is that although I’m planning to suicide I can still see certain things in life to live for. Unfortunately I cannot live MY life with this pain any longer. I don’t hate LIFE, I just cannot stand MY LIFE.
Hope this make sense and sorry to ramble…
Peace
Can you email me PrayForPlagues@Protonmail.com
I’d like to follow along with you.
Hi. Sure thing. I just sent the email.
I’ve actually decided to delay my suicide for a while but I’ll try to keep this page updated as I go along.